I’ve been finding it harder to explain myself as of late. It must be a bad case of mental fog because it hasn’t quite lifted after two months. I would loosely describe this piece as a reflective story, but it is entirely metaphorical for something I’m not ready to talk about just yet. Just like […]
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Another poem for you because my thoughts feel a bit too abstract at the moment… or maybe I’m still feeling cryptic? Can you tell I have no time To update this little site of mine? I try my best With little success So my life continues to be a mess A lack of organisation A […]
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2022 in Review
What a year, eh? Despite the countless curveballs this year threw at me (mostly in the last 4 months), I somehow made it to the end and kept posting on this site. So what has been accomplished? I shared views on motivational quotes, showcased content from my Twitch channel (changed my screen name) and told […]
I’ve already attempted to write a blog post twice this month, but the words weren’t coming out right. Third time’s the charm, eh? Let’s talk about the link between self-love and self-confidence. It Begins I’ve realised that looking for external validation only is definitely not the way to go. Obviously I knew that deep down, […]
Hello! I’m unemployed again and job hunting already feels demoralising. Back in April, I mentioned that I would need to figure out what my next steps were in terms of employment and training after my apprenticeship was done. Well, I finally finished the apprenticeship in June and got the certificates in July. Yay me! I […]
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I Made a Song in About an Hour
From 1:13 to 2:19 am on a Friday, I recorded and cut some sounds together to make slightly melodic noises. No, I’m not a musician As you may or may not know, my posts on here don’t really get planned in advance, at least not by a considerable amount of time. While struggling to think […]
I’m almost done with my apprenticeship and I’m nervous as hell. I thought you liked to change things up? I love moving on from old things. The sense of relief I get from finishing a project is heavenly – but it always comes with the heavy weight of preparing for the next project. And for […]
I have a problem – I always work on something until I hate it. …OK, I might have some explaining to do. Initial Context As and when opportunities arise, I work on projects and create pieces of work. These projects mostly fit into two categories – mandatory and voluntary. For example, projects that involve posting […]
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Voices from the Inbetween
I wrote a short story based on something that happened to me this week. Sleep is a funny thing. Going to bed requires a special table to lie on and special clothes to wear. You close your eyes and eventually fall into a form of stasis… at least that’s how it’s supposed to work. Sometimes […]
I return to work next week and I’m absolutely terrified. It’s literally been 7 months since I was last at work, (7.5 since I was in the office itself) so this is going to be a big ol’ change. No more waking up in the middle of the day, because I ignored my arbitrary alarms […]